I told you guys that I was going to be very honest so here it is.
Sometimes I envy other girls with their perfect lives and their normal relationship. Why can't i be as normal as everybody else. I've had it tough, Maybe grew up to fast. I got my heart broken too young and started working at 14. I got a tattoo way before my time and had a lot of relationships failures. Am I damaged ? I left home at 16 and I am missing my Senior prom. I longed for stability and security. I missed structure and regular friendships, maybe that's why I am looking forward to College so much. I think it's time for me to dig deep and figure out the real me. Things happened in life, and maybe my struggles and obstacles are a blessing a disguise. Everyone have a different path in life, maybe this is mine and mine is unique. Me and my dad doesn't have a relationship and the guilt that comes from being a immigrant daughter makes me feel like there is nothing that i do that's ever going to be enough to compensate my parents for bringing me here. I am a work in progress and it's a journey loving me and coming to terms with my mistakes.
XoXo, Sosso
