The Skinny Inside Me

The skinny bitch inside me would not come out. Excuse my french but I speak french. Anyway, she is ruining my life, she i hiding and taking over my confidence. I use to be happy, I use to have a life now this broad is ruining my life. I'm all about respecting and loving yourself but I am in seriously in denial on how my weight is. My pants won't fit anymore, the only thing that firts are my bras and i can't wear my half-shirts and shoe my bely button. Please HELP
XoXo, Sosso

I got a full ride to College

Senior year is bittersweet. I got fat, I'm stressed, my parents get on my nerves about which college they think I should go to and my boyfriend  want us to move in together after High School. What should I do?  What about what's good for me? Which is making my dreams come true and be suceesful. I got a full ride to Nazareth, a private school in upstate NY. I am grateful and exited.
Haitian girls are destined for greatness.
XoXo, Sosso

Getting my confidence back

My confidence is an all time low.
yes i said it, i might look confident in the outside, but I 'm struggling in the outside. I am struggling to love myself and my body. I always have trouble accepting my weight. At 160 pounds, everyone in my family told me I was fat and i believed it. What they didn't know it's that i was growing into a teenager, i was getting boobs and thighs and it was very hard to accept. Now I would kill to be 160. 30 pounds later , I am stressed afraid to take picture and even skipping my senior prom.  I have to be in college in 4 months and how I'm suppose to be this confident, Haitian girl, ready to takeover and represent my country when I'm feeling like this. I don't want to take pictures, i don't want to go shopping and hate getting dressed. All of this because of me letting myself go and being all into my boyfriend and focusing in him.
 what do I have to do? Emergency
XoXo

Welcome to my blog

My name is Shaina, but my Haitian nickname is Sosso. I take pride on being a true, authentic Haitian girl. I decided to start a blog because being the only Haitian girl in my school; I missed the real talk and true friendships that I used to have with my Haitian friends.  So this will be just like conversations that I have in real life, my real thoughts, so please don’t get offended. I will love to share with you about my experiences reestablishing my life in the states. We will gossip, talk about life, overprotective haitian parents, fashion, share recipes just like we will do if we was face- to face  and do whatever you want to do.